It is hard to believe this March will be five months since losing you . . . and by the looks of this blog, my creative outlet, my world stopped after you passed. On dark days, if I allow myself, I cry. I cry for my mom and my aunts, who no longer have a living parent. I cry for my boys, sad they only had you for a short time. I cry for myself, knowing that when I drive near Oxford, I have one less stop to make. I miss not having the chance to enjoy one more cup of coffee with you. However, in the nearly five months since you left your shell on this Earth, life has gone on. You would be happy to know we took that trip to Disney, as you wished. All of us. We went to the mountains, went to the beach, and wrapped up another wrestling season. Life hadn't stopped, just my desire to share. I took a brief mental hiatus to grieve and process the void you left. But I am back. Ready to share again. I know documenting this life, our life, is something I want for the boys; to remember all the times, whether good or bad. Happy or sad. In your honor . . . with love always. xo
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AuthorTraci, a wife, mother of two boys, Special Education teacher, and sole proprietor of Eco Alternatives LLC. Archives
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